wierd how when you havent spoken to someone for aggees and by ages i mean over a year and then when you know you're going to see them you worry about it being really awkward...
well i have a friend who i havent spoken to in over a year i saw them the other day and again to day and it wasnt at all awkard there was still a conection there and it was fab.
remebering the old days and stuff like the legendery BUNK BED BUS! (we were very mature back then)
and colouring in our school shirts in geography and signing them and stuff...(obviously we cared about our education back then)
and just general things we used to do such as earlobe flicking....maturity i know but it was fun!
hhe xxx
Tuesday 20 May 2008
Tuesday 13 May 2008
mysterious,thing time, powerful, and when meddled with dangerous :
a lesson that is definately worth learning.
you know everyone has there ups and downs but i never ever realised until it was put bluntly that one small action can lead to dozens of huge mistakes.
hmm think of it like this:
you have a million dominos all lined up in a huge pattern around a room. one gets knocked over. at the time you think oh one knocked over i can just pick it back up again. but no actually what we forgot to state was they are all close to eachother, and by knocking one down it will fall o to the next one, and that one will fall onto the next. and so on and so forth until all the dominoes have fallen over.
what do you do then?
stand the back up again?
or leave them?
tough question i mean if you stand them back up again you could knock them down again...but if you don't try and you just leave them who knows what could have happened?
anyway back to time. now really isn't the right time for me. everything happeneing at once and no one seems to understand or they think they do but they actually have no idea how i am feeling. or when they try i just push them away. time is dangerous. having the right timing for anything is a must...but how do you know when the right time is until after you have advanced and discovered it's the wrong time?
ok so now isn't the right time for me as a person but everything seems to be happening now and i haven't the strength to stop it...so if nows the wrong time when will be the right time?
and i know i should stop thinking about all this other stuff and get on with my exams and revise and do well...but how can i? it's easy for people to turn round and say just do your revision and get your exams out of the way but seriously i can't think of anyone who understands how i am feeling right now and how much i have gone through in the last 2 weeks.
another thing i may have changed and people mnay noot be liking it but it wasn't deliberate and i wasn't aware of it. i do honestly appreciate people telling me that i am messing up big time and whatever but now really isn't the best time. i do just want to revise and get my exams over with and have a fab summer. i do want to be happy. i don't want to loose all of my friends. but right now everything is being thrown at me all at once. i may be a strong person, but i am not that strong, i sound pathetic i know but this is just how i am feeling and this is my blog where i can write how i am feeling. and right now i am feeling weak thats it.
i know now how many of my friends i am about to loose and believe me i don't want to but right now i don't have the strenght to fight back. with everything going on right now i can't prioratise anything. and obviously family comes first right? but by putting all that first it makes me change and ri my self of my emotions in a way that i know all of my friends disaproove of. but then if i put my friends first i am forgetting my family and right now my family is the key thing to me i need to be there for them they need to be there for me. but i don't want to loose my friends. which takes me back to the dominoes. right now do i have the emotional strength to pick up all the dominoes and start again...or do i leave them where they are? i don't want to leave them they are my friends but now isn't the right time for me to be dealing with everything. i don't think it's possible for anything worse to happen right now...aolthough i do know something that oculd...and i just hope it doesn't as that will be it.
ok emotional moment ovr but anyone with any coments advice or whatever please let me know :S
xxx
you know everyone has there ups and downs but i never ever realised until it was put bluntly that one small action can lead to dozens of huge mistakes.
hmm think of it like this:
you have a million dominos all lined up in a huge pattern around a room. one gets knocked over. at the time you think oh one knocked over i can just pick it back up again. but no actually what we forgot to state was they are all close to eachother, and by knocking one down it will fall o to the next one, and that one will fall onto the next. and so on and so forth until all the dominoes have fallen over.
what do you do then?
stand the back up again?
or leave them?
tough question i mean if you stand them back up again you could knock them down again...but if you don't try and you just leave them who knows what could have happened?
anyway back to time. now really isn't the right time for me. everything happeneing at once and no one seems to understand or they think they do but they actually have no idea how i am feeling. or when they try i just push them away. time is dangerous. having the right timing for anything is a must...but how do you know when the right time is until after you have advanced and discovered it's the wrong time?
ok so now isn't the right time for me as a person but everything seems to be happening now and i haven't the strength to stop it...so if nows the wrong time when will be the right time?
and i know i should stop thinking about all this other stuff and get on with my exams and revise and do well...but how can i? it's easy for people to turn round and say just do your revision and get your exams out of the way but seriously i can't think of anyone who understands how i am feeling right now and how much i have gone through in the last 2 weeks.
another thing i may have changed and people mnay noot be liking it but it wasn't deliberate and i wasn't aware of it. i do honestly appreciate people telling me that i am messing up big time and whatever but now really isn't the best time. i do just want to revise and get my exams over with and have a fab summer. i do want to be happy. i don't want to loose all of my friends. but right now everything is being thrown at me all at once. i may be a strong person, but i am not that strong, i sound pathetic i know but this is just how i am feeling and this is my blog where i can write how i am feeling. and right now i am feeling weak thats it.
i know now how many of my friends i am about to loose and believe me i don't want to but right now i don't have the strenght to fight back. with everything going on right now i can't prioratise anything. and obviously family comes first right? but by putting all that first it makes me change and ri my self of my emotions in a way that i know all of my friends disaproove of. but then if i put my friends first i am forgetting my family and right now my family is the key thing to me i need to be there for them they need to be there for me. but i don't want to loose my friends. which takes me back to the dominoes. right now do i have the emotional strength to pick up all the dominoes and start again...or do i leave them where they are? i don't want to leave them they are my friends but now isn't the right time for me to be dealing with everything. i don't think it's possible for anything worse to happen right now...aolthough i do know something that oculd...and i just hope it doesn't as that will be it.
ok emotional moment ovr but anyone with any coments advice or whatever please let me know :S
xxx
Thursday 1 May 2008
in alot of pain!
i have decided i am obviously the smartest human on this planet for a few reasons!
1) i have the ability to gain concussion from walking into a light.
2) i ask "what meat is in these vegeterien sausages?"
3) i got hit by a parked car (he smashed the door into my boob)
4) i wear shorts when it is cold and jeans when it is hot...(thi9s is soo smart)
....
and lastly...
5) i just this second picked up a chair and droped it on my foot.
i think i am easily the smartest person on this god forsaken planet!
for the reference yes it did hurt!
and yes this is sarcastic and i know i am retarded oh and yes all of this is 100% true!
hehe xxx
1) i have the ability to gain concussion from walking into a light.
2) i ask "what meat is in these vegeterien sausages?"
3) i got hit by a parked car (he smashed the door into my boob)
4) i wear shorts when it is cold and jeans when it is hot...(thi9s is soo smart)
....
and lastly...
5) i just this second picked up a chair and droped it on my foot.
i think i am easily the smartest person on this god forsaken planet!
for the reference yes it did hurt!
and yes this is sarcastic and i know i am retarded oh and yes all of this is 100% true!
hehe xxx
N.B. people are confusing!
i invented a fab quote today and mr tappa (our saviour) loved it : "women interpret men just how they would interpret other women" lucy foster.
ok ok the science behind it all. it really was something i came up with based around the hectic lives of my friends angel and alex. hmmm well i realised actually it also has some relevance to myself. but enough about that.
moving on now: ever noticed that one person can say push and another will say pull? yer thats how i am feeling right now. bit of a long story tbh but one that will be devouredduring my meeting period 1 tomorrow. i am just finding descision making difficult.
how can i explain this?
hmm ok got it. you are going out for the day and (this will only be with relevance to girls) you have 2 fab pairs of hoes, both of which would look fab with your outfit. so being confused as to which pair to wear you consult your friends. one says one pair the other says the other pair.
ok right i get it either way it doesn't matter which pair of shoes you wear but what ones should you wear. but the part your missing is that no matter which pair you wear the ones your wear wont be new again and will never be the same...will they!
so if you havent guessed the shoes represent my desicions and how confused i am and how confusing some of my clostest friends can be!
but yer thats all folks!
xxx
ok ok the science behind it all. it really was something i came up with based around the hectic lives of my friends angel and alex. hmmm well i realised actually it also has some relevance to myself. but enough about that.
moving on now: ever noticed that one person can say push and another will say pull? yer thats how i am feeling right now. bit of a long story tbh but one that will be devouredduring my meeting period 1 tomorrow. i am just finding descision making difficult.
how can i explain this?
hmm ok got it. you are going out for the day and (this will only be with relevance to girls) you have 2 fab pairs of hoes, both of which would look fab with your outfit. so being confused as to which pair to wear you consult your friends. one says one pair the other says the other pair.
ok right i get it either way it doesn't matter which pair of shoes you wear but what ones should you wear. but the part your missing is that no matter which pair you wear the ones your wear wont be new again and will never be the same...will they!
so if you havent guessed the shoes represent my desicions and how confused i am and how confusing some of my clostest friends can be!
but yer thats all folks!
xxx
Monday 28 April 2008
it has just ocurd to me that i haven't made any comment about the tights!
ok well here we go!
on our day off school (teacher stike) me and my dear firned alex decided we would go on a trip. ok no thats a lie i forced her to come on the trip with me. and being the slags we are we wanted no another lie...i have a boyfirend so...she wanted to impress guys.
in reference to our sluttiness? we do wear skirts to school therefoore we have to have tights as in the winter girls do not have a tan and will not show off their legs. this is where the problem occured. neither of us had any tights that weren't pale, holey or laddered! WTF??
so me being the lovely friend i am offers to buy some tights on the way over to alex's house. hmmm big mistake...tip: never let me buy tights alone!
so there i am making my purchase in the lovely shop we call sainsbury's and off i am to alex's with the tights!
ok so i get there and we get the tights out to get changed into out cskirts/shorts and what have i done. ohhhh shit! we wanted clack tights right...no i din't by skin tooned ones...these tights were black...well "nearly black". this was when i discovered i should read the colour of the tights befor ei buy them.
they werent black or even nearly black like the packet said they were they were infact GRANNY FREEKING GREY!!!!!
it was horrific but funny. so we took them back and brought black ones...well alex got them and i paid haha!
btw the trip was shit!
xxxx
on our day off school (teacher stike) me and my dear firned alex decided we would go on a trip. ok no thats a lie i forced her to come on the trip with me. and being the slags we are we wanted no another lie...i have a boyfirend so...she wanted to impress guys.
in reference to our sluttiness? we do wear skirts to school therefoore we have to have tights as in the winter girls do not have a tan and will not show off their legs. this is where the problem occured. neither of us had any tights that weren't pale, holey or laddered! WTF??
so me being the lovely friend i am offers to buy some tights on the way over to alex's house. hmmm big mistake...tip: never let me buy tights alone!
so there i am making my purchase in the lovely shop we call sainsbury's and off i am to alex's with the tights!
ok so i get there and we get the tights out to get changed into out cskirts/shorts and what have i done. ohhhh shit! we wanted clack tights right...no i din't by skin tooned ones...these tights were black...well "nearly black". this was when i discovered i should read the colour of the tights befor ei buy them.
they werent black or even nearly black like the packet said they were they were infact GRANNY FREEKING GREY!!!!!
it was horrific but funny. so we took them back and brought black ones...well alex got them and i paid haha!
btw the trip was shit!
xxxx
Tuesday 1 April 2008
oh i do lov to be by the sea side!
or something like that i just want to go on holiday i know i am like next week but it wont be hot bikini and shorts weather...even though that is what i will wear. i want to go somewhere on an airplane and relax and get a tan!
i NEED a tan for the prom.
i also reaaly want to sun bathe like i can't wait till then sun comes out. ok yer you can get cancer and die but i mean you need some sun. without it your skin goes pail and you look ill. sunlight is full of vitamin c! we need vitamin c for good skin...it will clear away spots so yer. i need to sunbathe!
HANDY HINT: do NOT under any circumstances wear sun glasses whilst you are sunbathing! you will end up looking like an alien freak if you need to you can shut your eyes...this is better!
haha lol xxx
i NEED a tan for the prom.
i also reaaly want to sun bathe like i can't wait till then sun comes out. ok yer you can get cancer and die but i mean you need some sun. without it your skin goes pail and you look ill. sunlight is full of vitamin c! we need vitamin c for good skin...it will clear away spots so yer. i need to sunbathe!
HANDY HINT: do NOT under any circumstances wear sun glasses whilst you are sunbathing! you will end up looking like an alien freak if you need to you can shut your eyes...this is better!
haha lol xxx
deoxiribo nucleic acid
or DNA as we know it!
on that subject i knew onions had dna of course but it got me thinking when we cut ourselves you know like fall over and cut our knee we tear the skin cells and therefore our dna strands which is really painful...so when we cut through and onion and take out its DNA...does it hurt them??
someone help me i am so confused...
i mean i owuldn't want to be causing pain to a vegetable.
however if it feels pain throught that imagine how it must feel when we eat it...
so actually even vegetarians are killing things and eating them because the cells are ALIVE so if you really wanted to be a vegetarian and not eat anything that had been killed you would actually have to eat NOTHING!
this is stupid but yer do onions feel pain?
xxx
on that subject i knew onions had dna of course but it got me thinking when we cut ourselves you know like fall over and cut our knee we tear the skin cells and therefore our dna strands which is really painful...so when we cut through and onion and take out its DNA...does it hurt them??
someone help me i am so confused...
i mean i owuldn't want to be causing pain to a vegetable.
however if it feels pain throught that imagine how it must feel when we eat it...
so actually even vegetarians are killing things and eating them because the cells are ALIVE so if you really wanted to be a vegetarian and not eat anything that had been killed you would actually have to eat NOTHING!
this is stupid but yer do onions feel pain?
xxx
we did you boyfriend!
and we were too much!
haha long time know write..jah i know!
ok well anyhu my dear friend alex wants to go to the works ( a night club) and we were discussing what we were going to wear!..hmm
well we have decided to get some t-shirts printed and as you can see our line is pretty awesome!
truth hurts people we are sorry not our fault we are amazing!
lol xxxx
haha long time know write..jah i know!
ok well anyhu my dear friend alex wants to go to the works ( a night club) and we were discussing what we were going to wear!..hmm
well we have decided to get some t-shirts printed and as you can see our line is pretty awesome!
truth hurts people we are sorry not our fault we are amazing!
lol xxxx
Wednesday 12 March 2008
i've found my dresss!!!!!
THE MOST AMAZING DRESS EVER! WELL I LOVE IT...BUT ONE SLIGHT PROBLEM...ERM IT IS OUT OF STOCK IN ONE COLOUR...AND THE OTHER COLOUR WHICH IS EVEN NICER IS NOT BEING MADE ANYMORE!
WHAT IS THIS AMAZINGLY GORGOUS (HAHA) GIRL TO DO...MY HEART IS NOW SET ON THIS DRESS...I AM EVEN BEGGING THE DESIGNER!
IF I DON'T GET THIS DRESS I WILL ROCK UP TO THE PROM WEARING TRACKSUIT BOTTEMS! AND AS I PREVIOUSLY STATED THESE SHOULD NOT BE WORN OUT OF THE HOUSE...ARGH!
THE DRESS IS BOOTIFUL...AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE SEEN IT EITHER LIKE IT (ALEX!) OR LOVE IT (EVERYONE ELSE!)
I LOOVE THIS DRESS I SAW IT AND SAID THATS MY DRESS...I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD ACTUALLY SAY IT BUT I HAVE AND I WILL BE SO DISAPOINTED IF I CANT GET IT...SO DISAPOINTED I WILL PAY TO GET IT CUSTOM MADE WHICH WILL COST SOOO MUCH! :(
XXXX
WHAT IS THIS AMAZINGLY GORGOUS (HAHA) GIRL TO DO...MY HEART IS NOW SET ON THIS DRESS...I AM EVEN BEGGING THE DESIGNER!
IF I DON'T GET THIS DRESS I WILL ROCK UP TO THE PROM WEARING TRACKSUIT BOTTEMS! AND AS I PREVIOUSLY STATED THESE SHOULD NOT BE WORN OUT OF THE HOUSE...ARGH!
THE DRESS IS BOOTIFUL...AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE SEEN IT EITHER LIKE IT (ALEX!) OR LOVE IT (EVERYONE ELSE!)
I LOOVE THIS DRESS I SAW IT AND SAID THATS MY DRESS...I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD ACTUALLY SAY IT BUT I HAVE AND I WILL BE SO DISAPOINTED IF I CANT GET IT...SO DISAPOINTED I WILL PAY TO GET IT CUSTOM MADE WHICH WILL COST SOOO MUCH! :(
XXXX
embrace lucy time quite literally!
yer well the quote in my dear friend alex's blog "lets embrace lucy time" a little too far!
she practically raped me...she has also been dubbed lesbian! HAHAHA SHAME!
well the story here we go!
end of break she says give me a chewing gum..i denie having any and then she chases me wanting a chewing gum. in the end she is seen by our whole school pinning me up against a wall (picture this) yelling at the top of her voice..."GIVE IT TO ME...GIVE IT TO ME"
HMMM many people saw this and were very disturbed she then had me in a headlock but not an ordinary head lock she had my face pressed into her boob! i mean come on now sexual assault...the whole time this rape was going on all i could say was alex i am sorry i don't want to sleep with you...and...alex i don't like girls i like boys!
i mean the amount of people staring at us was unbelievable...teachers didnt even bother to try and help they just laughed and i guarenty they were all thinking lets leave the lesbians to it!
although i can understand where she was coming from her breath was awful!! :P:P:P (lovve you really:P)
but yer then after school she was eating prawn cocktail crisps...we shall skip my bad hair moment...but once again she tried to get a gum off of me...all io could say this time was hahaha FISH LIPS!!!!
loves ...(but not in a lezzie way...and alex i am sorry i don't have those feelings for you...really i am sorry you love me...but i can't help it that i'm popular!!!)
xxx
she practically raped me...she has also been dubbed lesbian! HAHAHA SHAME!
well the story here we go!
end of break she says give me a chewing gum..i denie having any and then she chases me wanting a chewing gum. in the end she is seen by our whole school pinning me up against a wall (picture this) yelling at the top of her voice..."GIVE IT TO ME...GIVE IT TO ME"
HMMM many people saw this and were very disturbed she then had me in a headlock but not an ordinary head lock she had my face pressed into her boob! i mean come on now sexual assault...the whole time this rape was going on all i could say was alex i am sorry i don't want to sleep with you...and...alex i don't like girls i like boys!
i mean the amount of people staring at us was unbelievable...teachers didnt even bother to try and help they just laughed and i guarenty they were all thinking lets leave the lesbians to it!
although i can understand where she was coming from her breath was awful!! :P:P:P (lovve you really:P)
but yer then after school she was eating prawn cocktail crisps...we shall skip my bad hair moment...but once again she tried to get a gum off of me...all io could say this time was hahaha FISH LIPS!!!!
loves ...(but not in a lezzie way...and alex i am sorry i don't have those feelings for you...really i am sorry you love me...but i can't help it that i'm popular!!!)
xxx
Tuesday 4 March 2008
someone must really love me or just want to really confuse me!
ok essay time!
a few weeks ago my oyster photo card was stolen from me and was being used by someone else...i know this because the transport for london loosers wrote me a letter saying ;
dear miss blah blah blah...we have confiscated your oyster photocard (then number) as it was being used by someone other than yurself. we would like to know how your oyseter photocard got into their hands ect .
well they wrote to me again today to tell me that i wasn't going to be fined or anything like that but they have destroyed my old oyster card and that i will need to apply for a new one. they also gave me forms to fill in so i can get my new one.
well ok the scary part. now lets remeber they just wrote to me saying my card has been destroyed...i was just in my bedroom and i was looking for a sheet i was looking in my box of crap which i sorted out yesterday...and guess whats on top of it...you got it...my oyster photocard???
this is scary because it has of course just been destroyed...so how can it be in my room on my box ... it wasnt on my box yesterday when i sorted it out?? i am very confused now i mean how can something that has been destroyed be in my bedroom???
WIERD!
xxx
a few weeks ago my oyster photo card was stolen from me and was being used by someone else...i know this because the transport for london loosers wrote me a letter saying ;
dear miss blah blah blah...we have confiscated your oyster photocard (then number) as it was being used by someone other than yurself. we would like to know how your oyseter photocard got into their hands ect .
well they wrote to me again today to tell me that i wasn't going to be fined or anything like that but they have destroyed my old oyster card and that i will need to apply for a new one. they also gave me forms to fill in so i can get my new one.
well ok the scary part. now lets remeber they just wrote to me saying my card has been destroyed...i was just in my bedroom and i was looking for a sheet i was looking in my box of crap which i sorted out yesterday...and guess whats on top of it...you got it...my oyster photocard???
this is scary because it has of course just been destroyed...so how can it be in my room on my box ... it wasnt on my box yesterday when i sorted it out?? i am very confused now i mean how can something that has been destroyed be in my bedroom???
WIERD!
xxx
Saturday 23 February 2008
:S
If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter,
I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me,
let the cold winds blow
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a wink,
I'd be a nod
If you were a seed,
well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss,
I know I'd be a hug
All I want is you,
will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you,
will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea
If you were the wood,
I'd be the fire.
If you were the love,
I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle,
I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean,
I'd learn to float.
All I want is you,
will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you,
will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms
and sway me like the sea.
now thats my song...but needs adjusting slightl;y but fits me right now! ish!
hehe xxxxx
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter,
I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me,
let the cold winds blow
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a wink,
I'd be a nod
If you were a seed,
well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss,
I know I'd be a hug
All I want is you,
will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you,
will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea
If you were the wood,
I'd be the fire.
If you were the love,
I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle,
I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean,
I'd learn to float.
All I want is you,
will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you,
will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms
and sway me like the sea.
now thats my song...but needs adjusting slightl;y but fits me right now! ish!
hehe xxxxx
Sunday 17 February 2008
i got it i got it
neeewwww maakkkeeee uupp!
took its time!
lol but yer my eyeliner is amazing seriously and i got a new nail varnish zee black on e i lost has beeen replaced...happy days...now i can earn my vodca by painting his nails so his mum disowns him...how lovely!
but ye r i also got a free foundation because i brought 2 products from the same range! SCORE!
so yer new makeup new hair...hmm i will fix it
i reaaallly want a pair of combat trousers i shall buy some...i have too much moneyz! lol no complaints though!
woohooo prom dreesssss still needs buying...i had a discussion about this with jaddels!
we said that we may buy 2 prom dresses and then change half way through...that way there is still life in our dresses and something to look at!
haha just our excuse to check ourselves out in the miror more often! YO!
loooovvvvvveeessss
xxxxxxxxxx
took its time!
lol but yer my eyeliner is amazing seriously and i got a new nail varnish zee black on e i lost has beeen replaced...happy days...now i can earn my vodca by painting his nails so his mum disowns him...how lovely!
but ye r i also got a free foundation because i brought 2 products from the same range! SCORE!
so yer new makeup new hair...hmm i will fix it
i reaaallly want a pair of combat trousers i shall buy some...i have too much moneyz! lol no complaints though!
woohooo prom dreesssss still needs buying...i had a discussion about this with jaddels!
we said that we may buy 2 prom dresses and then change half way through...that way there is still life in our dresses and something to look at!
haha just our excuse to check ourselves out in the miror more often! YO!
loooovvvvvveeessss
xxxxxxxxxx
Saturday 16 February 2008
i wish people would go away more often!
not in a bad way i want him to come back and all and i will miss him like hell...but he told me what he is going to by me before he leaves and it makes me very happy!
he is buying my a bottle of vodca...there is some good thought gone into this aswell!
the main reasoning is that it will be just like him...once i have drunk it!
the reason he is buying me a bottle of vodca is ... wait for it...wait for it
because once i have drunk it the next day i will remember that there was a bottle of vodca but i wont remeber what happened to it!
the same as him..i will remeber he was always around but i wont remeber what happened to make him go back home!
sad i know but once we have drunk this vodca together it wont matter .. all those fabolla memoirs that wont be forgooten as they have well a few have been posted on here and it will be one last fab time before he jumps on his plane.
however there is one catch i have to paint his nails for him before he leaves...i know wierd but i did it last week and said id do it again and he has asked for a colour so i said i wuold buy it...awww lol!
any way fairwell friends!
xxxxxx
he is buying my a bottle of vodca...there is some good thought gone into this aswell!
the main reasoning is that it will be just like him...once i have drunk it!
the reason he is buying me a bottle of vodca is ... wait for it...wait for it
because once i have drunk it the next day i will remember that there was a bottle of vodca but i wont remeber what happened to it!
the same as him..i will remeber he was always around but i wont remeber what happened to make him go back home!
sad i know but once we have drunk this vodca together it wont matter .. all those fabolla memoirs that wont be forgooten as they have well a few have been posted on here and it will be one last fab time before he jumps on his plane.
however there is one catch i have to paint his nails for him before he leaves...i know wierd but i did it last week and said id do it again and he has asked for a colour so i said i wuold buy it...awww lol!
any way fairwell friends!
xxxxxx
Thursday 14 February 2008
CHEEKY GIT!
ollie has just accused me of taking phonecalls during intimate situations!
omg...shocked...i am an angel...(this was prooven by the lie ditector as that i did not take phonecalls in intimate situations)
oliver is still convinced that i do!
ok i am not totally innocent i did kinda take a call once but not a full length discussion just a parent wondering when i was coming home type of call...does that make this any better??
i don't know..but its not like i take full lenght convos whilst making out with someone!!! and he thinks i do!!!
cheeky fuck!
xxxx
omg...shocked...i am an angel...(this was prooven by the lie ditector as that i did not take phonecalls in intimate situations)
oliver is still convinced that i do!
ok i am not totally innocent i did kinda take a call once but not a full length discussion just a parent wondering when i was coming home type of call...does that make this any better??
i don't know..but its not like i take full lenght convos whilst making out with someone!!! and he thinks i do!!!
cheeky fuck!
xxxx
Wednesday 13 February 2008
in addition to the previous one
I NOW FEEL LIKE CUTTING IT UP IN TO TEENY TINY PIECES
ARGH
JUST PFJGM=09ERUGT905UIGT90UC0H
ARGH
JUST PFJGM=09ERUGT905UIGT90UC0H
moizé finitoé!!!!!
at long last!
there have been ups there have been downs
it was a time of stress it was a time of laughs...
but most of all it has been a time of hard freeking work!
well just to let mainly myself know i have finished my final piece for textiles just cgot to sew a triangel and even better i only have my evaluaton and bibliography to do in my folder!
i am so freeking awesome it's unbelievable!!!
i am amazed my piece if sooo good and original!!!
THANKYOU!!!!
lol myself!
erm fairwell peeps!
xxx
there have been ups there have been downs
it was a time of stress it was a time of laughs...
but most of all it has been a time of hard freeking work!
well just to let mainly myself know i have finished my final piece for textiles just cgot to sew a triangel and even better i only have my evaluaton and bibliography to do in my folder!
i am so freeking awesome it's unbelievable!!!
i am amazed my piece if sooo good and original!!!
THANKYOU!!!!
lol myself!
erm fairwell peeps!
xxx
Tuesday 12 February 2008
i need to think before i speak!
stupid or funny things i have said:::
# what meat is in these veggie sausages!
# hitler had a very sexy moustache
# i am making babies!!!! (in fact i was making little voodoo dolls (as alex calls them) gagag they are my children!
# i am going to go shampoo my elbows...omg i have facial hair.. (wtf?)
#me tarzan you jane (i have issues)
#dancing is a perpendicular expression of a horrizontal desire! (yerrr baby!)
#no dear the glass is half full but it has a hole in it so it will soon be completely empty!
#run biatch run hehehe fatttttyyyyy runnnnnn keep them kneeees up!
# I AM NOT VAIN I AM SELF CONCIOUS!
haha and thats just the begining of my stupidity!!!!
luv xxxx
# what meat is in these veggie sausages!
# hitler had a very sexy moustache
# i am making babies!!!! (in fact i was making little voodoo dolls (as alex calls them) gagag they are my children!
# i am going to go shampoo my elbows...omg i have facial hair.. (wtf?)
#me tarzan you jane (i have issues)
#dancing is a perpendicular expression of a horrizontal desire! (yerrr baby!)
#no dear the glass is half full but it has a hole in it so it will soon be completely empty!
#run biatch run hehehe fatttttyyyyy runnnnnn keep them kneeees up!
# I AM NOT VAIN I AM SELF CONCIOUS!
haha and thats just the begining of my stupidity!!!!
luv xxxx
im sorry everyone loves us but its not our fault we're popular!!!
wow me and alex are slightly up ourselves atm!
juuusssstt slightly!
having one of those...i am looking in the mirror and i say ... "gawd you are so fucking gorgous!"
its like i said omg i cant believe i am doing nothing for valentines day (i know i despise the day but still)
my theory behind this is that i am soooooo gorgous, everyone is obviously thinking this but they are to scared to say as they fear rejection! DAMN THEM!
hehe but jah i dunno y we r so up ourselves!
alex we are feeding off eachothers vainness!!! (is that a word)
HAHA I AM MAKING BABIES!!!!!)
hehe
fairwell!
xxxxx
juuusssstt slightly!
having one of those...i am looking in the mirror and i say ... "gawd you are so fucking gorgous!"
its like i said omg i cant believe i am doing nothing for valentines day (i know i despise the day but still)
my theory behind this is that i am soooooo gorgous, everyone is obviously thinking this but they are to scared to say as they fear rejection! DAMN THEM!
hehe but jah i dunno y we r so up ourselves!
alex we are feeding off eachothers vainness!!! (is that a word)
HAHA I AM MAKING BABIES!!!!!)
hehe
fairwell!
xxxxx
Monday 11 February 2008
i have alot too say
maybe too much sometimes!
but ok i like to chat but omg...today someone *cough* michael *cough* said i was a slag because i have my tongue pierced!
"but you have your tongue pierced...you know what that means .. slag!"
so my retort to this was..hmm
"mate i may be a slag but unlike you i am not harbouring the hickeys!...SLAG TAGS"
hehe you gotta love me guys even with my smallish boobs!
hehe xxxxx
but ok i like to chat but omg...today someone *cough* michael *cough* said i was a slag because i have my tongue pierced!
"but you have your tongue pierced...you know what that means .. slag!"
so my retort to this was..hmm
"mate i may be a slag but unlike you i am not harbouring the hickeys!...SLAG TAGS"
hehe you gotta love me guys even with my smallish boobs!
hehe xxxxx
I NEED....
a boob job!
srry guys i know i go on about this...but it is true!
although yer i do love myself to bits..maybe too much but i would still like some minor improvements such as a boob job!
haha 17th birthday present!
xxxx
srry guys i know i go on about this...but it is true!
although yer i do love myself to bits..maybe too much but i would still like some minor improvements such as a boob job!
haha 17th birthday present!
xxxx
mmmmmmmmmhhhm
i feel amazingly fabtastic and i am single! loool this is a bonus...and whats more it isnt a guy thats made me happy ... and no i haven't just had sex or pulled!
i just feel so fab and chilled its such a great feeling like stress free and worriless.
i have done 98% of all my coursework so i only have a bit more to go but that means my half term i can chill out and yer have fun with my friends!
its the 1st time in ages i have had nooo stress!
luvvvvvvv
xxxxx
i just feel so fab and chilled its such a great feeling like stress free and worriless.
i have done 98% of all my coursework so i only have a bit more to go but that means my half term i can chill out and yer have fun with my friends!
its the 1st time in ages i have had nooo stress!
luvvvvvvv
xxxxx
2 days off...thats better than sex...says he!
haha matt on a high...then back on a low when he found out he wasnt getting 2 days off!
haha mainly for my personal rant!
ok valentines day please tell me i am not the only persn who thinks it is totally bolloks!!!!
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why do people dedicate and set aside one day of an entire year to show someone how much you love them...if you love someone you should express it every day..and not just by buying them cheap chocolates or roses!
i am promising that anyone who gives me anything for valentines day (which i doubt will happen anyway) will not be in my top 50 favourite people!
anyway rant over i am sooooooo happy!
haha mainly for my personal rant!
ok valentines day please tell me i am not the only persn who thinks it is totally bolloks!!!!
ofijgxuigujx0,hjxc0
why do people dedicate and set aside one day of an entire year to show someone how much you love them...if you love someone you should express it every day..and not just by buying them cheap chocolates or roses!
i am promising that anyone who gives me anything for valentines day (which i doubt will happen anyway) will not be in my top 50 favourite people!
anyway rant over i am sooooooo happy!
Saturday 26 January 2008
mathew wants to be harry potter!
omg at work today matt atempted to become harry potter...poor thing he is 20 and i feel so sorry for him and the fact that he hasnt managed to grasp yet that harry is a fictional charecter of someones imagination!
ghe bent down to get some milk out of the fridge but as he did so he smashed his fac into the door it was soooo funny i have never seen something so hilarious! i wish i had a camera you've been framed style! but he was disapointed he didnt have a scar!
what made this worst was my following totally unrealted comment!
typical me...i dont know why i said this or where it came form i said "omg hitler had such a sexy mostachye"...the next thought we both got was not pretty just imagine snoging hitler no offence but EEEEW gross!
no thanks xxxx
ghe bent down to get some milk out of the fridge but as he did so he smashed his fac into the door it was soooo funny i have never seen something so hilarious! i wish i had a camera you've been framed style! but he was disapointed he didnt have a scar!
what made this worst was my following totally unrealted comment!
typical me...i dont know why i said this or where it came form i said "omg hitler had such a sexy mostachye"...the next thought we both got was not pretty just imagine snoging hitler no offence but EEEEW gross!
no thanks xxxx
wooohhhooooo! so proud of me!
as most people know i got my tongue pierced on thrusday...omg best thing ever!
however slight problem i couldn't eat! i lved off of liquids auch as chocolate milk! no complaints ice cream and soup were also in the diet!
however today i had my 1st meal in 2 days! real food tastes so fucking nice i know appreciate food so much more!!!!
LOOOOOVE FOOOD AND PIERCINGS!!!!!!
xxxxx
however slight problem i couldn't eat! i lved off of liquids auch as chocolate milk! no complaints ice cream and soup were also in the diet!
however today i had my 1st meal in 2 days! real food tastes so fucking nice i know appreciate food so much more!!!!
LOOOOOVE FOOOD AND PIERCINGS!!!!!!
xxxxx
Sunday 20 January 2008
sods law!!!!!
SO FUCKING TYPICAL!!!!!
the one day i actually really want to do something different the damn place is shut!!!
i am so angry right now i just want to scream...but i did it already....i was all prepared with parcetamols water..mouthwach everything was there me and amy and lauren arrive at the shop and its fucking shut! how anoying!
this mrans i have to wait until tuesday...2 days!!!!!! i am so impatient i will probably try to do it myself...actually i may...no i wont to nasty!
however there is one positive among all these negatives!
the piercing wont exist when i have my 6th form meeting with ms elks so i have no need to worry about being told to remove it ect.....but still i am so freeking pisssseeeedddddd!!!!!!
i may try and get a tattoo at the same time to make up for my looooooonnnngggg unnecerssary wait! gawd life is so annoying sometimes!
and i really really really wanted it today! oh well i'll just have to wait imp-atiently untill tuesday then its back to the piercing studio!!! i am so excited!!!!! tongue piercing wooooo but looong wait!
:( xxxx
the one day i actually really want to do something different the damn place is shut!!!
i am so angry right now i just want to scream...but i did it already....i was all prepared with parcetamols water..mouthwach everything was there me and amy and lauren arrive at the shop and its fucking shut! how anoying!
this mrans i have to wait until tuesday...2 days!!!!!! i am so impatient i will probably try to do it myself...actually i may...no i wont to nasty!
however there is one positive among all these negatives!
the piercing wont exist when i have my 6th form meeting with ms elks so i have no need to worry about being told to remove it ect.....but still i am so freeking pisssseeeedddddd!!!!!!
i may try and get a tattoo at the same time to make up for my looooooonnnngggg unnecerssary wait! gawd life is so annoying sometimes!
and i really really really wanted it today! oh well i'll just have to wait imp-atiently untill tuesday then its back to the piercing studio!!! i am so excited!!!!! tongue piercing wooooo but looong wait!
:( xxxx
some people have very warped dirty minds!
hmmmm and i quote myself here...."electrical appiences always do what i say for example when the sound goes on my tv and i cant be bo0thered to get up and fiddle with the scart lead i kick it and the sound comes back"
yes i understand this can be very dirty...but only if you have a mind that oes that....it all started when matt decided that hang on...i threaten everything into doing what i want thats why everything works for me!
i said no that is because i am god!
he disagrees so i proove it by fixing the washing m,achine which he speant 20 minuets trying to fix...all i did was touch one button....hello god i think seeing as my touch worked and his didn't....(btw i didnt hit it) he said i ust have threatened it and i was scared!
so now i "fiddle" with scart leads ecct.....jesus you need to have you mind cleaned there are children around...act your age! loool i am one to talk of course...was funny though we were laughing for over an houir about this!
God xxxx
yes i understand this can be very dirty...but only if you have a mind that oes that....it all started when matt decided that hang on...i threaten everything into doing what i want thats why everything works for me!
i said no that is because i am god!
he disagrees so i proove it by fixing the washing m,achine which he speant 20 minuets trying to fix...all i did was touch one button....hello god i think seeing as my touch worked and his didn't....(btw i didnt hit it) he said i ust have threatened it and i was scared!
so now i "fiddle" with scart leads ecct.....jesus you need to have you mind cleaned there are children around...act your age! loool i am one to talk of course...was funny though we were laughing for over an houir about this!
God xxxx
it's today it's today!
(it's always today george)
anyway like i said it's today meaning the metal contraption is hensse forth being put ino9t my tongue...woooohoooo piercing time! i am sooo excited! amy is coming with but she is not as daring as me...she is ntending on getting her ear pierced...whereas i have opted forthe tongue...haha this will hurt and i don't care!
but generally it is my excuse to eat tub after tub of ben n jerrys phish food ice crreaaaaaaaaammm yum i can and i will!
latteerrrz blud
(lol ecumie?)
haha xxxxxx
anyway like i said it's today meaning the metal contraption is hensse forth being put ino9t my tongue...woooohoooo piercing time! i am sooo excited! amy is coming with but she is not as daring as me...she is ntending on getting her ear pierced...whereas i have opted forthe tongue...haha this will hurt and i don't care!
but generally it is my excuse to eat tub after tub of ben n jerrys phish food ice crreaaaaaaaaammm yum i can and i will!
latteerrrz blud
(lol ecumie?)
haha xxxxxx
Friday 18 January 2008
everyone grab the vodca and jump in the shower!
oh wait no thats a different game!
poetry live what a day...john agard is the cooloest dude ever i actually love him! not only were his poems amazing but you could really feel them and at the same times...when he was discribing his poems it was like he was preeching..not religously...but we could just tell that he had real belief in his work.
also it was so amzing even the really rude guys from some isolated school were quiet...everyone was chyeering for him he was amazing....that is what i cal saving the best till last!
also we had simon someone he was hilarious....he was telling us about this gaame with a match...tghats were the vodca and the sower came into it...but like i said thats a different game...and he also was the guy that proved that a phone b0ox was the place to be..everything in the 70's was done in a phonebox...like today all the "cool" i stress "COOL" *cough* whaatever you think *cough* people hang out at mc donalds..oiooooooh tough...but i ae to say from experience phone boxes are cool...we fitted 12 people in 1 phone box once...and have photographical evidence...lol we are sad...but yer petry live! wooooooo!
also i found out my new piercing will cost 35 so i am veeeerry hyappy!
haha xxxx
poetry live what a day...john agard is the cooloest dude ever i actually love him! not only were his poems amazing but you could really feel them and at the same times...when he was discribing his poems it was like he was preeching..not religously...but we could just tell that he had real belief in his work.
also it was so amzing even the really rude guys from some isolated school were quiet...everyone was chyeering for him he was amazing....that is what i cal saving the best till last!
also we had simon someone he was hilarious....he was telling us about this gaame with a match...tghats were the vodca and the sower came into it...but like i said thats a different game...and he also was the guy that proved that a phone b0ox was the place to be..everything in the 70's was done in a phonebox...like today all the "cool" i stress "COOL" *cough* whaatever you think *cough* people hang out at mc donalds..oiooooooh tough...but i ae to say from experience phone boxes are cool...we fitted 12 people in 1 phone box once...and have photographical evidence...lol we are sad...but yer petry live! wooooooo!
also i found out my new piercing will cost 35 so i am veeeerry hyappy!
haha xxxx
Thursday 17 January 2008
damn those who came up with error code 81000314!!!!
ahha that would be the msn live messanger service arseholes!!!!!
i am gunna have a BF!
whats a BF?
BITCH FIT!!!!!!!!
heaven hath no rage like a love to hatred turnt and hell hath no fury like a woman scorned! that is precisely my feelings towrds msn right now...this blog is my way of taking out my anger until i get my punch bag!!!!
but yer i8 go to sign in as i8 am soo gawd damn bored and oh eror code 81000314...msn is experiencing problems!!! and like its everyone...contact lists are unavialable...what the fuck i dont care!!!!! just die!
i am too angry...so i sign into myspace which has become unbelievably boring...likewise to bebo...i am so deleting them...argh and apparently everyone is experiencing these technical difficulties!
its a good job msn is free or i would be writting a formal complaint!!!! stupid arseholes they're all arseholes just great big arse holes!!!!!! haha suck on that msn and you know what...take you fucknig contact lists and shove them up your 1 in 5 men have a anl beard arses!
oh yer did yoou know that 1 in 5 men have anal beards!!!!!
but yer anyway meerrrrrrrrrh i hate msn...but obviously i will be back on i9t tomorrow! lol temporary anger outbursts!!!!!!
i hate the stupid bums!
haha xxxx
i am gunna have a BF!
whats a BF?
BITCH FIT!!!!!!!!
heaven hath no rage like a love to hatred turnt and hell hath no fury like a woman scorned! that is precisely my feelings towrds msn right now...this blog is my way of taking out my anger until i get my punch bag!!!!
but yer i8 go to sign in as i8 am soo gawd damn bored and oh eror code 81000314...msn is experiencing problems!!! and like its everyone...contact lists are unavialable...what the fuck i dont care!!!!! just die!
i am too angry...so i sign into myspace which has become unbelievably boring...likewise to bebo...i am so deleting them...argh and apparently everyone is experiencing these technical difficulties!
its a good job msn is free or i would be writting a formal complaint!!!! stupid arseholes they're all arseholes just great big arse holes!!!!!! haha suck on that msn and you know what...take you fucknig contact lists and shove them up your 1 in 5 men have a anl beard arses!
oh yer did yoou know that 1 in 5 men have anal beards!!!!!
but yer anyway meerrrrrrrrrh i hate msn...but obviously i will be back on i9t tomorrow! lol temporary anger outbursts!!!!!!
i hate the stupid bums!
haha xxxx
harry THINKS he is some kind of superman!
ok long story kind of...anyway.
this guy called harry...friend of mine..lol well down at explorers we decided to play chinese chiwauhwa (the dog yeeh.
well this game is very much like british bull dog will a twang of violence basically the aim is to be thye last one standing at the end...what you do is shout to numbers then they try to reach the other end of the room...whilst the others try to restle them to the ground....why we play this is beyond me but it is funny and violent!
well back to mr kitson! his number was called out about half way throught the game...he decides to make a run past seb...who had his foot stuck out (not intentionally) and hary being the comedian that he is goes flying over his foot...it was so fucking funny...he actually flwe about 3/4 meters...and landed smack against the wall on his stomache...trying to hide his embaresment he stood up laughing...clearly in pain!
however this situation really wasn't helped at all by kelly sitting on the floor almost pissing herself where she was laughing so much...i mean yer it was hilarious but the poor buy how embaresed he was...i of course only had a privet laught bcause i have to be nice to him as he brought me a ice cream luv ooooh hawwi! lol but it was veery funny i actually met a wanabe superman...sorry harry but people can't fly!!!
haha xxxx
this guy called harry...friend of mine..lol well down at explorers we decided to play chinese chiwauhwa (the dog yeeh.
well this game is very much like british bull dog will a twang of violence basically the aim is to be thye last one standing at the end...what you do is shout to numbers then they try to reach the other end of the room...whilst the others try to restle them to the ground....why we play this is beyond me but it is funny and violent!
well back to mr kitson! his number was called out about half way throught the game...he decides to make a run past seb...who had his foot stuck out (not intentionally) and hary being the comedian that he is goes flying over his foot...it was so fucking funny...he actually flwe about 3/4 meters...and landed smack against the wall on his stomache...trying to hide his embaresment he stood up laughing...clearly in pain!
however this situation really wasn't helped at all by kelly sitting on the floor almost pissing herself where she was laughing so much...i mean yer it was hilarious but the poor buy how embaresed he was...i of course only had a privet laught bcause i have to be nice to him as he brought me a ice cream luv ooooh hawwi! lol but it was veery funny i actually met a wanabe superman...sorry harry but people can't fly!!!
haha xxxx
shhhh he's a uniq!!!!!!
it has recetly come to my knowledeg ... today...that i know every line to the pirates of the carribean movie how sad am i!
haha but it is atually useful...many quotes are striped froim this film! love!
also i have discovered i can t6ell whatever mood my dear friend alex is in just by looking at her eye make up...pretty amazing eh! well yer either that or i am phycic...i do get regular premonitions/ de ja vu!!!! haha scary omg!
its been a long itme since i have actually written here...like 4 days but yer! i am sooo excited as i am going to get my tongue pierced.....i looove piercings i need more..lol i dont understand why some people tink it is so gross...its just a hole in your tongue with a bit of metal in ... whats gross about that??
i understand it is bodily mutilation but vjikhjnvipamnkijmnp i dont care!
ha! rather anoyed as i wasted 2 hours of textiles today...stupid teachers wouldn't let me use the sewing mahine becasue of health and safety..what the fuck whats with that health and safety is taking over soon (as the lovely jemima pointed out) we will have to wrap ourselves in bubble wrap before we leave the house for heath and safetyy reasons...was funy though as she also pointed out that seeing as we couldnt use thye machines because of health and safety she can't do her coursewok/folder because of health and safety! i like that great plan...oh crap paper cuts right thats it paper is health and safety risk we will all get paper cuts and die! (it is possible)!
TESTIFY angainst this crap more things that "health and safety" prevent us from doing!
#climbing trees
#sewing
#kids using scissors (they get given crappy ones completely made of plastic that cant cut anything!
# and a endless list oh yer knives...like yer omg i just want to stab myself for fun...who wud run themseklves through with a knife???
anyway stay HEALTHY and stay SAFE...lol not
keep clean..lol do drugs!
xxxxx
haha but it is atually useful...many quotes are striped froim this film! love!
also i have discovered i can t6ell whatever mood my dear friend alex is in just by looking at her eye make up...pretty amazing eh! well yer either that or i am phycic...i do get regular premonitions/ de ja vu!!!! haha scary omg!
its been a long itme since i have actually written here...like 4 days but yer! i am sooo excited as i am going to get my tongue pierced.....i looove piercings i need more..lol i dont understand why some people tink it is so gross...its just a hole in your tongue with a bit of metal in ... whats gross about that??
i understand it is bodily mutilation but vjikhjnvipamnkijmnp i dont care!
ha! rather anoyed as i wasted 2 hours of textiles today...stupid teachers wouldn't let me use the sewing mahine becasue of health and safety..what the fuck whats with that health and safety is taking over soon (as the lovely jemima pointed out) we will have to wrap ourselves in bubble wrap before we leave the house for heath and safetyy reasons...was funy though as she also pointed out that seeing as we couldnt use thye machines because of health and safety she can't do her coursewok/folder because of health and safety! i like that great plan...oh crap paper cuts right thats it paper is health and safety risk we will all get paper cuts and die! (it is possible)!
TESTIFY angainst this crap more things that "health and safety" prevent us from doing!
#climbing trees
#sewing
#kids using scissors (they get given crappy ones completely made of plastic that cant cut anything!
# and a endless list oh yer knives...like yer omg i just want to stab myself for fun...who wud run themseklves through with a knife???
anyway stay HEALTHY and stay SAFE...lol not
keep clean..lol do drugs!
xxxxx
Wednesday 9 January 2008
loooook mum it's a lion!!!!!!
hahah night out with zee old mate!
wow its funny when you eet someone who you haven't seen in a wile...you well i allways feeli like its going to be really really awkward and your going to have to think of stuff to say....well i can comfortably say i had no need some great discussion...
its definately made me feel the need to get in touch with more old friends. i mean it's so true life is to short..and yer i know as you go through life your goin to loose old friends and make new friends. but i gues there will always be those select few friends that you want to hang on to. rach is definately one of them. i remember when we were little and stuff always hanging out and now we still go out just not as often...we have decided we will meet up more as we had such a fab time!
i also think that when you are alble to meet up with someone who you haven't seen for ageeeees you will know what kind of friendship you have or had by the conversations you have. i mean we met up and were chatting away as if we had met up earlier that day and just had so many conersations and laughs. it felt like we were still meeting up every other day...except we don't. but we have decided to meet up at least every 2 weeks or somethng like that as we can never manage to fit in all we have to tell eachother...our catch ups are allways interesting.
other then that i had school today and i actually enjoyed latin for once i mean yer i know i chose it and stuff but it had been so boring but now we have almost finished virgil and were like reading it through it really came together and i actually made sense of it and realised what an amazing poem it was...i respect that guy...even though he is dead...well he died like something B.C!!!! haha.
although i did get really offended when someone said to me you are just like miss pollock! i was like oh my God. however i didn't stay mad for long as this person is one of my best mates he is like a brother lol his mum totally would adopt me! i shall think about that....gawd i need to get my own appartment..i just get too crowded in my house and i like my own work space its kind of like me and my i need breathing space thing...clingy bugs me...i can't do the linking arms thing it's to in my persoanal space..but yer so i am canosidering getting my own place. and i am also trying desperatly to save up my wags to get my car.
i am in love with al the cars i will never get...cadilacs..aston martins...mercedes...minis...ect...i dented a cad once...but yer i will obviously have a old car but i dont really mind a car after all is a car and it would mean no more walking and it would save me a awful lot of time in the mornings.
i was also really emotional today and i wa crying in the cinema we were watching p.s i love you...and it was really sad the letters were so sweet i was like omg this guy you have to love him he is soo adorable and awww i just love hi8m...i dontknow why i was like that but i mean i cried watching happy feet so it's all gravy!
and don't forget...pipe your hype!
(its as important as brushin your teeth)
xxxx
wow its funny when you eet someone who you haven't seen in a wile...you well i allways feeli like its going to be really really awkward and your going to have to think of stuff to say....well i can comfortably say i had no need some great discussion...
its definately made me feel the need to get in touch with more old friends. i mean it's so true life is to short..and yer i know as you go through life your goin to loose old friends and make new friends. but i gues there will always be those select few friends that you want to hang on to. rach is definately one of them. i remember when we were little and stuff always hanging out and now we still go out just not as often...we have decided we will meet up more as we had such a fab time!
i also think that when you are alble to meet up with someone who you haven't seen for ageeeees you will know what kind of friendship you have or had by the conversations you have. i mean we met up and were chatting away as if we had met up earlier that day and just had so many conersations and laughs. it felt like we were still meeting up every other day...except we don't. but we have decided to meet up at least every 2 weeks or somethng like that as we can never manage to fit in all we have to tell eachother...our catch ups are allways interesting.
other then that i had school today and i actually enjoyed latin for once i mean yer i know i chose it and stuff but it had been so boring but now we have almost finished virgil and were like reading it through it really came together and i actually made sense of it and realised what an amazing poem it was...i respect that guy...even though he is dead...well he died like something B.C!!!! haha.
although i did get really offended when someone said to me you are just like miss pollock! i was like oh my God. however i didn't stay mad for long as this person is one of my best mates he is like a brother lol his mum totally would adopt me! i shall think about that....gawd i need to get my own appartment..i just get too crowded in my house and i like my own work space its kind of like me and my i need breathing space thing...clingy bugs me...i can't do the linking arms thing it's to in my persoanal space..but yer so i am canosidering getting my own place. and i am also trying desperatly to save up my wags to get my car.
i am in love with al the cars i will never get...cadilacs..aston martins...mercedes...minis...ect...i dented a cad once...but yer i will obviously have a old car but i dont really mind a car after all is a car and it would mean no more walking and it would save me a awful lot of time in the mornings.
i was also really emotional today and i wa crying in the cinema we were watching p.s i love you...and it was really sad the letters were so sweet i was like omg this guy you have to love him he is soo adorable and awww i just love hi8m...i dontknow why i was like that but i mean i cried watching happy feet so it's all gravy!
and don't forget...pipe your hype!
(its as important as brushin your teeth)
xxxx
Sunday 6 January 2008
wet wet wet...and cold and muddy!
wahahay NEVER go to watch any of your siblings play footie for their team....went to the pitch it was covered in mud...i felt like i was going to be playing rugby or something it was disgusting and i ruined my shoes!!!! no one botherd to tell me how much mud there was...not only his the mud was wet so i was wet muddy and FREzzng cold!!!! not nice!
butt on the plus side had the shit scared out of me by a desertyed hospital! turns out its not in use! omg! my sister needed the loo so i took her there honestly am never going to a hospital agian to fucking scary...it stank really badly of like old peopl and dust as well i was soo freaked out.
but yer i did et paid for this as i had a amazing roast dinner i was in heaven...and on the plus side i have eaten no crappy food today so i am well on my way to a decent prom dress!!!!
WOOOOP go me go me go go go me!!!
anyway yer i have to go back to school on like tuesday but fhjiseovfhjnovihjvmpqie fuck it i dont want to holidays are more fun and i am failing..so i need some0ne to kck my arse into gear and make me work hard and learn!!!! anyone can take this role...i just need someone to!
loling at my stupidity today!
haha my brothers team lost 8:2!!!!
looool
butt on the plus side had the shit scared out of me by a desertyed hospital! turns out its not in use! omg! my sister needed the loo so i took her there honestly am never going to a hospital agian to fucking scary...it stank really badly of like old peopl and dust as well i was soo freaked out.
but yer i did et paid for this as i had a amazing roast dinner i was in heaven...and on the plus side i have eaten no crappy food today so i am well on my way to a decent prom dress!!!!
WOOOOP go me go me go go go me!!!
anyway yer i have to go back to school on like tuesday but fhjiseovfhjnovihjvmpqie fuck it i dont want to holidays are more fun and i am failing..so i need some0ne to kck my arse into gear and make me work hard and learn!!!! anyone can take this role...i just need someone to!
loling at my stupidity today!
haha my brothers team lost 8:2!!!!
looool
in the past tense!
this blog is for err the 5th of jan!
lol had to get up sooo early this morning i had to wrok so there me up at 8.30..at work by 9:00 on time shocking its only round the corner from my house!
well it was a typical "lucy day" as we have come to call them...a day where i am a total prat and come out with some of the most uninterpretable shit in history! well basically i talk crap or say something stupid...hehe we are all used to this by now! well once i asked someone...what meats in these vegetarian sausages??? what a fool i still get slated for this today!!!
yer well today i said to matt....gawd i am so tired when i get home i am going to go to bed with a chinese end of! i was shocked when he was in hysterics...i re thought about what i had said and realised i should have said...i am so tired when i get home i am going to take my chinese food and eat it in bed...lol oh well ... i will get over it...btw i didn't go to bed with my chinese i ate it at the table like the civilised human bean that i am! of course..that said being not bean the computer did it!
i also said to jade (we were takingout highlights) this strong is sooo smell! WTF am i a total prick??? i meant this smell is so strong! hehea overall great day...i think....got paid and when i did my accounts i worked out i have too mucgh money..lol well not too too much but i have £1.64 more then i should..hehe am so happy! lol but i owed my mother money for the mascaras she brought me...and the dvd! so yer no more money then i should :(
but yer great day loved it!
lol had to get up sooo early this morning i had to wrok so there me up at 8.30..at work by 9:00 on time shocking its only round the corner from my house!
well it was a typical "lucy day" as we have come to call them...a day where i am a total prat and come out with some of the most uninterpretable shit in history! well basically i talk crap or say something stupid...hehe we are all used to this by now! well once i asked someone...what meats in these vegetarian sausages??? what a fool i still get slated for this today!!!
yer well today i said to matt....gawd i am so tired when i get home i am going to go to bed with a chinese end of! i was shocked when he was in hysterics...i re thought about what i had said and realised i should have said...i am so tired when i get home i am going to take my chinese food and eat it in bed...lol oh well ... i will get over it...btw i didn't go to bed with my chinese i ate it at the table like the civilised human bean that i am! of course..that said being not bean the computer did it!
i also said to jade (we were takingout highlights) this strong is sooo smell! WTF am i a total prick??? i meant this smell is so strong! hehea overall great day...i think....got paid and when i did my accounts i worked out i have too mucgh money..lol well not too too much but i have £1.64 more then i should..hehe am so happy! lol but i owed my mother money for the mascaras she brought me...and the dvd! so yer no more money then i should :(
but yer great day loved it!
Friday 4 January 2008
take 2!
howie!
doosey mossey wants more cweme!!! err yer ok lets start from this evening and go back to this morning...i am backwards! hehe well right now i neeeedd moreeeee cweeemmmmeeee! my rents are out and i needed dinner...so as you do you open the fridge...i found a can of whipped cream...so fucking nice but now it is all gone and i want more!!!!
ok this morning i got up and the gramps were here! err random yes....i ate and ate more!
then decided that ghds are the best straighteners the worlds has ever seen! i love them...i need to wash my hair thought it is gross...although i havent left myhouse for 2 days so i had no real need to do my hair! s i didnt! i have also along with talie come to the conclusion that the packaging oof dvds (the plastic stuff dvds are wrapped in when you 1t buy them) is seriuosly contributing to global warming therefore all plastic waste of spac dvd wrapper producers should be shot...not literally as this is murder!
erm...ate luch..crackers hehe i am healthy now...no chrisps or chocolate today...just whipped ceam...is that fattening???
oh well i dont give 2 hoots it tastes great!
wow what a intersesting day..oooh i watched singing in the rain..how cool am i! love that film give it major kudos !!!!!! WOOOOP!
love xxxxx
doosey mossey wants more cweme!!! err yer ok lets start from this evening and go back to this morning...i am backwards! hehe well right now i neeeedd moreeeee cweeemmmmeeee! my rents are out and i needed dinner...so as you do you open the fridge...i found a can of whipped cream...so fucking nice but now it is all gone and i want more!!!!
ok this morning i got up and the gramps were here! err random yes....i ate and ate more!
then decided that ghds are the best straighteners the worlds has ever seen! i love them...i need to wash my hair thought it is gross...although i havent left myhouse for 2 days so i had no real need to do my hair! s i didnt! i have also along with talie come to the conclusion that the packaging oof dvds (the plastic stuff dvds are wrapped in when you 1t buy them) is seriuosly contributing to global warming therefore all plastic waste of spac dvd wrapper producers should be shot...not literally as this is murder!
erm...ate luch..crackers hehe i am healthy now...no chrisps or chocolate today...just whipped ceam...is that fattening???
oh well i dont give 2 hoots it tastes great!
wow what a intersesting day..oooh i watched singing in the rain..how cool am i! love that film give it major kudos !!!!!! WOOOOP!
love xxxxx
Thursday 3 January 2008
take 1!
hey!
an unsually unexciting day, the most exciting moment was my cat trying to climb iinto the waching mmachine i do not speak cat so guess i will never find out what possesed him to do such a thing. maybe its because he is so fucking dopey!
well back to the point...i slept strangely well...frooze my tits off but hey i slept! woke up at 11:30 am! score! to find my parents had gone out taken everyone with them without even turning a blind fucking eye to the fact there was no food in the house! so i get my coat and MY money and go to the shop in my pj's! i got some funny looks oh well was cosy allright! brought some bread...which is mine i am not sharring it..i mean i payed for it so when y dad tried to take some i said..oi fuck face dont even try that my money my bread savvy! hehehe i love being me!
mmm where was i ok lol lunch time errr no sign of the fam so i settle myself by the computer talk to the usual people who are on msn 24 hours a day gawd they chat soo much crap sometimes!!!!! lol i decided not to go out as it was too cold so i sat down shaking all day and ate alot...i need to exercise and top eating thought i will get fat!
although i hav to say i was ery disapointed as it was meant to snow today but hey typical london weather girls cant get anything right loling now at the mean girls "its 69 degrees and theres a 30% chance that its all ready raing!" it was pissing it down! anyway yer no snow...so i was very upset.
i speant the remaing hours of the day melting chocolate and dunking variuos food in it...not good! oh and guess what the fam made there appearence at 6:30 pm...so i was all alone without food for 7 HOURS!!!!!! what did i do to deserve this???
overall a chilling day (literally) y fingers are icicles i am sure i could snap the off! but i will refrain from doing this as it will hurt!
mmm new years resolution:
1) to stop eating!
2) exercise
3) to keep these up for atleast a week
4) get rid of my beer belly so i can wear a dress to the prom which doesn't make me look fat!
hehe well that be the highlights of my fantasicaloly boring day!
an unsually unexciting day, the most exciting moment was my cat trying to climb iinto the waching mmachine i do not speak cat so guess i will never find out what possesed him to do such a thing. maybe its because he is so fucking dopey!
well back to the point...i slept strangely well...frooze my tits off but hey i slept! woke up at 11:30 am! score! to find my parents had gone out taken everyone with them without even turning a blind fucking eye to the fact there was no food in the house! so i get my coat and MY money and go to the shop in my pj's! i got some funny looks oh well was cosy allright! brought some bread...which is mine i am not sharring it..i mean i payed for it so when y dad tried to take some i said..oi fuck face dont even try that my money my bread savvy! hehehe i love being me!
mmm where was i ok lol lunch time errr no sign of the fam so i settle myself by the computer talk to the usual people who are on msn 24 hours a day gawd they chat soo much crap sometimes!!!!! lol i decided not to go out as it was too cold so i sat down shaking all day and ate alot...i need to exercise and top eating thought i will get fat!
although i hav to say i was ery disapointed as it was meant to snow today but hey typical london weather girls cant get anything right loling now at the mean girls "its 69 degrees and theres a 30% chance that its all ready raing!" it was pissing it down! anyway yer no snow...so i was very upset.
i speant the remaing hours of the day melting chocolate and dunking variuos food in it...not good! oh and guess what the fam made there appearence at 6:30 pm...so i was all alone without food for 7 HOURS!!!!!! what did i do to deserve this???
overall a chilling day (literally) y fingers are icicles i am sure i could snap the off! but i will refrain from doing this as it will hurt!
mmm new years resolution:
1) to stop eating!
2) exercise
3) to keep these up for atleast a week
4) get rid of my beer belly so i can wear a dress to the prom which doesn't make me look fat!
hehe well that be the highlights of my fantasicaloly boring day!
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